BE IN LOVE WITH THE DARKNESS THE WAY YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH THE LIGHT
Thank you so much to everyone who reached out to me yesterday after sharing my health updates
I feel so incredibly blessed to have all the friends that I do and the connections I’ve made in person and online
I strive to be as real as possible always because I know how much transparency and vulnerability means to me
I also feel that sharing my journey is healing for myself and others. I am actually in a pretty happy space and have a hear full of hope
I’ve always been interested in natural healing modalities and as many of you know I’ve been doing a good amount in an effort to get my menstrual cycle back
I have some internal battles I must be willing to fight of course. But most importantly identities I must shed
It doesn’t mean they will be gone forever but it does mean I must loosen the reigns
I must begin shifting my identity statements and anchors as well
I am someone who has regular periods and healthy hormonal balances instead of I am someone who is in menopause, hasn’t had a period in 2 years&feels like shit bc the things i love/want most seem to be running away from me)
So much of myself is rooted in the identity of a competitor, or a person who takes everything on at once
It’s time to allow space for more shifts to occur.
I have to be more comfortable with my body seeking peace & know that it’ll find its way back to where I feel/function best eventually
And all I can do is control what I can. I am actually way more motivated now to treat and fuel my body with love
Because of the health implications it can have more so than the shape being the main motivator
I’d love to say I have it all figured out but I’m learning
And in all honesty, I love that I’ve been given this opportunity to learn, grow, and share
Whatever you’re going through, never forget your dreams are ACHIEVABLE and POSSIBLE!
While you may not be able to control the HOW you can always control the why, the effort, and the care along the way
Letting go of control so the rest can fall into place is the best thing you can do for yourself!
Create the space for healing and success
Letting the universe take care of the rest