Being Human versus being Cynical

​Being Human versus being Cynical 
 
Wow, have I had some emotional rides the past couple of weeks. 
 
I gotta say there have been moments of feeling; 
-High off Life
-Lower than Low 
-Happy as F
-Sad 
-Hopeful
-Doubtful
-Abundant 
-Anxious 
-Successful
-Failing 
-Strong
-Weak
And every other emotion you can imagine. 
 
But there's something you should know, I judged myself for feeling. 
 
Illustrations of my thoughts;
"If you keep focusing on this you'll only find more of it" 
"If you don't snap out of it you'll never get what you want" 
"This is not how you manifest your dreams" 
"You can't be successful feeling like this"
"A coach like you shouldn't have these feelings, hypocrite" 
 
Then I caught myself.
 
And here's an illustration of those thoughts: 
"Whoa whoa whoa, who said I can't feel for a second?" 
"I am not giving up, I am just allowing myself to be present in my emotions" 
"Feeling is healing" 
"Just shut up and honor your soul" 
"Would you make your clients push their feelings away like this?" 
"Why are you trying to control something that just is as it is right now?" 
"This is a blessing because there's a lesson". 
 
So I shut up, I listened, and I honored my soul. 
 
I felt the feels and I moved through them. 
 
I developed more strength and ability to address them moving forward because I felt them now. 
 
The deeper I feel then the deeper I can go and the deeper I can empathize and the better I can serve. 
 
I had to realize there is a difference between being human and being a cynical human. 
 
One feels in the moment. 
The other seeks and perpetuates negativity. 
One is free to their emotions. 
One is a slave to their emotions. 
 
As a soul having a physical experience it's important to remain in touch with yourself and truly listen, honor, and love. 
 
When we can do those 3 things, we can do anything. 
 
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