Ending this Season on a High Note; Embracing my Journey of Constant Self-Fulfillment

Last Saturday’s Competition was one of, if not the most, fun & fulfilling shows I have ever done. I felt different than I’ve ever felt at a show or on stage.
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It’s always interesting to me how everyone wants to know or cares more about how you place after a show versus how you feel. When people ask me how the show went I tell them it was amazing & the BEST most muscular and conditioned I’ve ever looked & i had NEVER been happier on stage or with my journey in this sport.
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Then they ask how i placed & it hits me that to me, it goes so much further than surface level fulfillment & it always will. Yes, I knew I earned my placing. But beyond that, this sport gives me so much more than awesome trophies/medals as I’ve shared countless times before.
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I am so grateful to be ending this season on a high note knowing I have given everything I could + more. I have been developing my physique & making adjustments with the coaching & support of Team EDGE


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This last weekend I brought my best physique I’ve ever brought which is the best reward I can experience as an athlete. Placing top 3 at this show was an honor with such a competitive class with amazing women & my coach reminded me that this is a huge accomplishment & that I DO have a competitive physique.
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I spoke with my coach Joe DiScuillo yesterday & he helped me put more into perspective as I reflected on the outcome of the weekend, my goals in the sport & the industry of fitness specifically, as well as where my head is at.
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We both know I have time on my side & since I’m in no rush, it can only benefit me moving forward as it really is about the lifestyle & embracing/LOVING every moment of this beautiful journey!
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I’m going to take the remainder of the year to build & improve so I can step on stage again in 2019! As many of you read in my last reflection post, I have become a new person & In life, we are all seeking personal/self fulfillment I am open to achieving & receiving that in any way it presents itself. I am forever grateful for the support of my coaches, family, friends, teammates, clients, & followers. Life is so exciting❤️😭

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