I fell in love with a girl...
I recall the moment so vividly.
She was Crying.
She was Hating.
She was Loathing.
I sat quietly behind her as she stared at herself in the mirror.
I felt like I was running through her veins.
I hated the way she did this.
I hated seeing her cry.
I hated that I could feel her confusion intertwined with her loathe and every bone feeling like a cracking whip doing everything it can to weaken her, to control her, to make her relinquish her power.
I hated her for all of the times she focused on it.
All the times she gave it power.
All the times she spoke to it and fueled the fire.
Sometimes I even hated her for the things which weren't actually part of her core.
But I couldn't help it.
Then, There was a moment of realization.
Despite the coolness in her blood there was warmth in her heart.
Despite the hate in her mind there was love in her soul.
Despite the shallowness of her thoughts there was depth to her beliefs.
Despite the words she spoke,
"I hate this.."
"I can't stand the way this feels..."
"I look horrible..."
"How did this happen...?"
She would grab at herself, tug at parts of her skin, trip over the crevices of her mind with thoughts so dark I couldn't bare to listen to them any longer.
It was as if she had been given a voice in her head that wasn't hers.
But I knew her conscience enough to know...this is not her.
And I fell in love because in the midst of negative emotions and pain...
I saw a girl who fights for herself.
I saw a girl who doesn't settle.
I saw a girl who takes action.
I saw a girl who creates.
I saw a girl who has more motive and drive than a belly can take.
I saw a girl who truly believed she deserved better.
I saw a girl who cared so much that she would give everything and invest everything she had to contribute more to the world, to unleash her message, to pursue her purpose.
I saw a girl who listens to herself and follows what she feels called to do.
I saw a girl who makes things happen for herself.
And I fell in love with her.
I fell in love with the way she took matters into her own hands and did everything she could to turn her world right side up, smile fully, and be free of her demons.
I fell in love with her and I wasn't going to let her down.
I support her. I uplift her. I invest in her. I express my love to her. I share her with the world.
I affirm affirmations with actions of sincerity and genuine love.
I help her to make decisions that serve her.
I help her to get started, keep going, and never stop.
I help her to fuel her body with healthy and nutritious foods.
I helped her to shed off the fat that she so loved to tug at.
I helped her become a better athlete.
In summary, I helped her to take care of herself.
I helped her to start Building More Than Just a Body
And I help her to grow and flourish in abundance everyday.
I mean, It was so easy to fall in love with this girl when I realized she wanted nothing but positive change in a whirlwind full of negative thoughts, emotions, and actions.
I fell in love with her because she is me.
And she deserves to love herself.
So she did. I did.
So she does. I do.
And so she always will. I always will.
It's time to write your own love story.
It's time to fall in love with yourself.
It's time to make yourself a priority and give yourself the love you so rightfully deserve.
It's time to step outside of yourself so you can truly look within.
It's your time to act.
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Celeste Rains-Turk: Celestial_fit
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