SHOW DAY REFLECTION

A fifth competition under my belt being the 4th within the year since starting to compete again August 2017 and the 3rd competition of 2018 another great opportunity to learn and progress further in this sport.
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I made amazing memories this weekend and I can truly say there is nothing better than knowing I have the best coach @joediscuillo And @ingridromero1 and @teamedge1 behind me.
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The outpouring love and support both near and far makes me so emotional and extremely grateful.
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This life has endless opportunities and so many of them have come through this sport.
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I am totally in love with this lifestyle, sport, and the process that each growth and conditioning season brings.
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I am not in a rush to accomplish the ultimate goal of being a part of the pro league. I am not in a rush to be anything. The only urgency I have is the urgency to improve day in and day out and THAT is what helps me continue taking steps forward.
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I have learned so much patience through this and will continue to practice it. This sport is not for people who just want a quick result or to look lean and shredded all the time without finding comfort in the process of building.
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I can’t put into words the peace I feel with where my mind is at and where my heart and soul are centering me.
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I have much more to reflect on but this feels fitting for today.
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A line that keeps coming to mind allll weekend is from an Eminem song, “a plaque and platinum status is whack if I’m not the baddest” and I’m just going to leave it at that.

Just happy to have stepped on stage again. Every step is a step in the right direction because I am learning and growing (literally lol).
Proud of myself and looking forward to game planning and workin on this physique more!
I got 4th place but honestly this was the first time I didn’t even wonder, worry, or get concerned with the trophy.
I just wanted to see what was necessary for next time and I feel amazing about that.
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