UPDATE on my Health from Last Video Blog...

UPDATE😍😭 I found out today that the health issues I discussed in my last video have some incredible upsides.
1. My future fertility is not at jeopardy.
2. The main concern is bone mass / density.
At this age I’m creating the foundation for my older adult years and my body is at risk for future osteoporosis and other bone complications with the estrogen levels I am at.
3. The birth control pill I’ve been prescribed is the lowest of the low for synthetic estrogen because I told them how much I didn’t want to take it or anything for that. However, my options are pretty limited with all things considered.
So, I’ve made my decision on how I’ll be moving forward. I intend to always be open and real with you guys.
Please respect that and keep your negativity away as that’s the last thing I or my body needs.
I’m going to take what I’ve been prescribed while also being on top of the natural practices I’ve been utilizing.
Pills are synthetic so when I stop taking this, I will be in the same position I am in today.
I’m very much in love with living a healthy lifestyle and hope to do so in my late years of my life.
I don’t want to be held back by bone problems that I could have prevented.
Modern medicine is incredible and while there can be terrible side effects I can also take a lot of responsibility in the process.
I don’t have to explain myself or my decision or the emotions behind it and this is a time I don’t feel like doing so.
It’s been hard enough as it is. I’ve been emotionally drained and then throw everything else in the mix that has happened this weekend in my home town.
I have come to find the ones who know and love you will feel you and those who don’t will either ask or make assumptions.
I felt it was important to update all of you after my video and hope you can respect that 🙂
My goal is to be implementing the natural remedies and strategies I’m reading up on and learning while taking the Rx in an effort to maximize my potential when I come off of it.
The main reason for this Rx is hormone therapy. I don’t have near enough estrogen to protect my bones due to physical and likely life stress as well that tells my body, ‘hey, now's not a good time to reproduce, let’s shut this down. No estrogen for now thanks!’
(not muscle mass as was previously told I believe in miscommunication by the party not doing their diligence or trying to over simplify things)
but low body fat, high physical activity, nutrition, and life stress like school, business, this etc DOES play a role and is the main contributor.
Even as I am and have been making an effort to reverse this myself, as soon as these things pick up again, I would be back to square one and bones will be not so happy.
I am passionate about competing, living a healthy lifestyle, and improving myself.
I recognize that I could give up competing, heal this, and never take a pill but it would still take up a ton of time to rebalance out and I have to get ahead of this now so I don’t suffer later.
The lesser of two evils I suppose. Plus play and passion is my life enjoyment. What is life without it?
I don’t feel the need to explain myself beyond this and will leave it here.
Thanks everyone for all the love and support.
I’m releasing the need to meet everyone’s standards or make everyone happy and I am trying to just do what i feel Is best for me.
Let’s support each other on our unique journeys.
Thanks again for all the reach outs with messages, comments and a whole lot of energetic love.
❤️❤️❤️

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